62 !!!

Posted by Bullet | | Posted On Thursday, August 19, 2010 at Thursday, August 19, 2010

I was laying down on my bed and my both hands were behind my head ( which is a national wealth tab3an! ) I was glowering and my lips were rounded so tightly. At that moment , the idea of counting how many walls our " blessed" house is standing on jumped to my mind ( my mind which suposed to be a blessing given to me by Allah ).
They are 62 walls ! When I knew that , I just said " Omg ! the number is somehow like the years of the Arab calamity" !! What a coincidence !
Everyday I'm watching this 62 walls day and night and sometimes I really wish to be a crusher to crush , smash , crunch and squash the whole house completely with its inhabitants too ! and gathered them together , pour some fuel and throw their remains in hell !
Everyday I see nothing but these " respected " walls and feel as if I'm with no aim . I'm locked inside this house ! I just look at them and see my certificates of good conduct and excellence were posted there. ( what a te3teer and 5ayba ! ) It seems that they will be posted in that walls since I can't see anything behind walls !


ma 2i2raf 2a3det l beit !

Sitting down at home 24/7 , honestly , makes you feel as if you're a donkey and wants to bray loudly!
It's a prison . No , it's something more because even the prisoners will set free after the decree. That walls preventing me from being a normal human being. It makes me feel as if I'm a wall too ! and wanna fall down over these stupid people I'm living with .
( If someone around , save your life and fuck off . I wanna slap someone ! ) :D << beware ! she is angry! :D

 I wonder how the dear people of Palestine could bear that racist wall which turns their life  into a hell . Wish to collapse over the bodies of the Arab sick nasty rulers and the Israeli officers !

Yes without walls we can not build a house but we have to build our souls and hearts to accept others and not to be jailers. If you're going outside daily and see people w tsheem hawa , there are also some human beings living with you , some walay2 wants to enjoy life too.

My "psychology" is hurting me ! It is bleeding !
( someone around his/her blood code is A+ ) :D :D




Break walls ! Freeeeeee me !!



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Thursday, August 19, 2010

62 !!!

Posted by Bullet at Thursday, August 19, 2010
I was laying down on my bed and my both hands were behind my head ( which is a national wealth tab3an! ) I was glowering and my lips were rounded so tightly. At that moment , the idea of counting how many walls our " blessed" house is standing on jumped to my mind ( my mind which suposed to be a blessing given to me by Allah ).
They are 62 walls ! When I knew that , I just said " Omg ! the number is somehow like the years of the Arab calamity" !! What a coincidence !
Everyday I'm watching this 62 walls day and night and sometimes I really wish to be a crusher to crush , smash , crunch and squash the whole house completely with its inhabitants too ! and gathered them together , pour some fuel and throw their remains in hell !
Everyday I see nothing but these " respected " walls and feel as if I'm with no aim . I'm locked inside this house ! I just look at them and see my certificates of good conduct and excellence were posted there. ( what a te3teer and 5ayba ! ) It seems that they will be posted in that walls since I can't see anything behind walls !


ma 2i2raf 2a3det l beit !

Sitting down at home 24/7 , honestly , makes you feel as if you're a donkey and wants to bray loudly!
It's a prison . No , it's something more because even the prisoners will set free after the decree. That walls preventing me from being a normal human being. It makes me feel as if I'm a wall too ! and wanna fall down over these stupid people I'm living with .
( If someone around , save your life and fuck off . I wanna slap someone ! ) :D << beware ! she is angry! :D

 I wonder how the dear people of Palestine could bear that racist wall which turns their life  into a hell . Wish to collapse over the bodies of the Arab sick nasty rulers and the Israeli officers !

Yes without walls we can not build a house but we have to build our souls and hearts to accept others and not to be jailers. If you're going outside daily and see people w tsheem hawa , there are also some human beings living with you , some walay2 wants to enjoy life too.

My "psychology" is hurting me ! It is bleeding !
( someone around his/her blood code is A+ ) :D :D




Break walls ! Freeeeeee me !!



3 comments on "62 !!!"

Unknown on July 27, 2012 at 5:59 AM said...

Oh my Lord. . .my dear friend,

I know how you felt :( and I hope that you never feel this way again. I wish for you to be free and fulfill all of your hopes and dreams. For you are someone special and beautiful.

I hope that you realize this! :) May God place peace into your heart and may He answer your prayers. (F)

Unknown on July 27, 2012 at 6:00 AM said...

And if I could my dear, I would free you. . . just grab my hand and have faith. (F)

Bullet on July 28, 2012 at 1:09 AM said...

Thank you (f)
*grabs your hand*
(:

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